well here we are a new year and for me a new start,,
paul walked out on me and jo last month, and at the end of this month will cease to pay the house bills, so really am on my own,,he has been round a few times to see us but this has only made things worse..
seems he been out with his brother and mates having good time, whilst still being at home with mummy,,god if i had the courage i would tell her the truth about her two special sons,,there alot she so ignorant about, and the brothers wife,,,OH MY,, IF THEY KNEW THE TRUTH ABOUT THE TWO OF THEM,,
but im not that nasty,,i hope!!
well that my new year moan out the way,,things are going to change so i need to get my head round the idea,,hell im off to join the dating sites,,lol
take care watch this space as i no idea where im heading,,could be fun..............
